So this is going to be just a series of go-with-the-flow posts. I've been dwelling on this for quite sometime, so I thought, why not? These posts are not about anyone in specific or any instances, these are just my thoughts, my feelings, my perspective. A musing, if it is worth being called that.
I'm here today, leading this life. Years ago, did I imagine I would be here? Was this what I wished for? What is it not? Am I happy, content, at peace? Where am I heading, passing each day, is this even under my control? What am I missing, am I in search of that?
A search perhaps - a quest, a journey, a path, but in search of what? In search of the heart that developed wings and fluttered within when it first fell in love, in search of the euphoria the moment the eyes found the admit card from IIT, of learning to ride a cycle, in search of the joy of standing in the beach, neck deep, falling again and again with every wave, in search of the friendships of just hanging out together, in search of the carefree conversations on the terrace.. i could go on..
So what is the search for? of people - no. of instances? perhaps. Of the way each one of those moments made us feel. So, will the search end in finding ourselves? I don't know. But I sure wish to feel every one of those instances, and many more, all over again. And in pockets, I wish to be that person, carefree, uninhibited.
Come along, search with me, lets find something worthwhile, or lose ourselves in the process.
Cheers,
Hopie
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