To be blogging after almost three years now feels strange.. So, what should i blog abt? Not work, certainly not! yes.. i know what.. the one person who left us this time last year.. my grandma.. i had almost forgotten that my last post was on her and she was very much alive then.. How much of a mom she was to me.. How we used to fight.. how she used to pick every little thing that she used to see (that may or may not be of use) for me.. How much of a difference she made in my life..
one of the things i learnt from her is giving unconditionally.. be it a beggar, a distant relative, a friend, a neighbor or her own daughter.. she just used to give.. and love.. and make her presence felt.. i remember how i flunked physics in college and the lecturer wanted to meet my parents.. my mom said forget it I'm not coming.. so grandma rose to the occasion.. with such charisma she walked into my college and how everyone just admired her..
a year is gone now and i'm still not able to get over her not being here.. i wonder if i ever would.. i wonder if i ever should...
Come to me ma.. i miss you.
Hopie